being there is only half the conversation

ever felt neglected? left behind? like, all of a sudden, you whole world decided that you no longer played an important role in it.. ever wanted to feel.. well.. wanted?


this is me. john the drama queen. or.. queer.. ha.

parting thought: please dont call me anymore. i dont want an explanation, i dont even want your apology. just.. disappear.. evaporate.. go away.. shrivel and die.